POP LO!

Yeah I realised that I haven't been posting here for quite some time. Couple of things happened, finally finished 3 months of training at tekong, and now i'm just waiting for my posting to be available on friday.

Something that i wrote when i was bored.


Flight.

I stared into the clear sky while thinking to myself; “How ironic. This is just pathetic.”
The sky couldn’t be a better indicator of how I felt my life was. Turns out it really couldn’t at all.
A gentle gush of wind blows straight into my face. The wind howls past my ears as if trying to whisper something into my ear; but I cannot make out what it is trying to say. If I had to use a word to describle the voice of the wind at that exact moment, it would be panic. I’ve had enough.
The wind stops, as if rhythmically to allow a moment for me to think about what to do next. I close my eyes. “ Are you holding your breath, eagerly waiting for my next action?” I think to myself.


I take a deep breath in and open my eyes. The wind comes back, even stronger this time.
“I guess now you just want me to do it huh?” The wind was irritating. Ignoring it, I place both my hands on the cold metal rod in front of me. I started to breathe through my mouth to find a suitable pace to breathe at, preparing myself for it.


In one instant, I pushed my body up using my hands and kicked my right foot over the railing. My hands started to shake as I felt myself getting unbalanced and my eyes opened wider. Soon I was able to get my other leg over and I found myself sitting on the railing. “Now I’m ready.” I thought to myself. At least I thought so.


My hands continued to hold on to the railings despite them starting to sweat profusely. I pretended not to notice and focused on what I had to do next. Inch by inch I lifted my body up a little so my bottom would move further and further away from the railing. I couldn’t keep my eyes focused anymore. I started to look around, look behind me, as if there were someone behind me, watching my every move. I felt like a criminal just about to commit another crime. My eyes were darting everywhere, everywhere but down. I knew I couldn’t continue if I looked down. I looked up again. What a clear sky. How ironic.


The trembling in my hands subsided. However my bottom was starting to go numb at this point. My elbows bent a little, as if storing energy for one last push. I took another deep breath. I tried to put my feet near the wall so I could use them to propel myself further away as well.
“I hope I have another great life” I said to myself, and pushed myself off. Or at least that was what I would have done. I….


I couldn’t hold my pen any longer. The shaking in my hands was getting worse and I could feel my vision getting blurry. There was an uncomfortable feeling in my stomach and I felt it gnaw its way up my throat and to my mouth. My guts felt like they were tying themselves up and I felt an immerse pain in my body.


I saw a white light and thought to myself for the last time;
“I was always too much of a coward to die by jumping off a building.” before falling to the ground and laying there motionless, undignified as vomit and foam started to pour out of my mouth.


I didn’t want to live this life either way.

FINALLY!

I think my blog has been inactive for damn long already.

IM DAMN LAZY TO BLOG!

Filming's started, will be continuing for the next few weekends, plus I'm working on some other videos currently.

Basically I'll be busy.

Will update with filming photos soon as soon as I get them from yq!

Update

Think i accidentally deleted some code from my template so it's a little screwed up right now. Will be fixing it soon.

Avac Chalet

Some pictures.














Here's my prom outfit inclusive of mother in picture and dirty mirror.

ITS FINALLY

OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!111111

Never thought i'll survive to see this day.

Anyway, updates,

My handphone is spoilt. I went for my class' chalet at Aloha Loyang this wednesday till friday (midnight already so yesterday).

We were planning to have BBQ on first day but seeing dark clouds we decided to have the steamboat first, and while trying to take self timer shots of the class, my hp fell and it's LCD screen showed lines and blue colour screen ever since.

So no photos for this entry...

Anyhow, had a lot of fun despite thinking that the chalet was very small and all in the beginning. Chiong-ed lots of mahjong with CK especially.

2nd day was damn chaotic.

We celebrated Jen and BX's birthdays and while the usual spraying and throwing cake around was going on, the BBQ pit caught fire! LOL. The timing couldn't be any better. Luckily the chalet on beside us came to help.

At night, we decided to go night cycling from there to Changi Village. We actually went to buy the street directory from downtown east first, before realising that there was a bicycle path!

So basically we followed the bicycle path for about 6-7km and reached there, and saw quite a few bapoks. All of them were damn tall you know?

The bicycle formation was like this;
Timothy-Cyril-Me-Jenmey/Hwee Boon/Jing Ni-Gab/Loon Yuan/John


Oh right, and we cycled to Old Changi Hospital also. But after we reached the main gates, we stared up the long flight of eery stairs and decided we were humji.

On the way back, got stopped by a police road block and by the time we were done, we arrived back at Loyang at 4am or so.

Knock out immediately after returning.

The next day, we cleaned up, and went back, before having lunch at white sands.


But that was not the end...no...we decided to go to Gab's house and watched Hansel and Grettel before finally going home.

Thanks to JN's dad for driving me and CK to the mrt station.

And i guess that's all for my big update!

A LEVELS IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!

oh and i bought a new graphics card. :D

BYE!

See you after 'A' Levels, internets!!!

BYE!!! Time to study!!!

How long could you last?

I could survive for 60 seconds chained to a bunk bed with a velociraptor

Created by Bunk Beds Pedia

Seems like I wouldn't last very long....