no problem

A step backwards

2010-03-19T04:19:00.000-07:00

Just when you feel like things are going great, something has to happen to make you feel like all that you've done was all for naught. You probably feel cheated and ripped off, but you still carry your balls around and do your duty.

Not because of some carrot on a stick hanging in front of you, but because of a sense of duty and a responsibility that the lives of people may or may not indirectly be placed upon your shoulders- and the people at the top make use of that to screw you as many times as they like, simply because they know you will still go back and serve your country.

Given a choice, nobody in their right mind would volunteer their services and time for such a measly pay. But since we're doing it, we might as well do it properly.

But why must they make it so difficult for us to do our job properly? Why must they carve away our enthusiasm to serve and expect us to still do so because we have a responsibility to do so?

Why can't they put themselves in our shoes PROPERLY before deciding on actions that have such far-reaching effects?

Can't they see that they are simply shooting themselves in the foot by creating the sense of low morale in their men?

They can't see because nothing bad is happening.

And nothing bad is happening because no matter how fucked we feel, we still carry out our duty because the people we care about have placed their faith in us.

I'm just saying.

Things

2010-03-12T08:57:00.001-08:00

It feels like I've finally sorted things out now.

No Problem.

2010-02-28T05:08:00.001-08:00

I'm all better now!

2009-12-26T07:36:00.000-08:00

how am i supposed to reply when you tell me when you are alone all you can think about is him, because when I am alone all i can think about is you instead? I'm affected and I can't work properly when I see you like this and I can't do anything in my power to console you simply because I don't want to hurt the status quo.

how am i supposed to reply that it hurts when you brush it off as nothing when i say it to you candidly after thinking for ten minutes on whether i should say it or not?

how am i supposed to tell you that?

POP LO!

2009-06-16T21:38:00.000-07:00

Yeah I realised that I haven't been posting here for quite some time. Couple of things happened, finally finished 3 months of training at tekong, and now i'm just waiting for my posting to be available on friday.

Something that i wrote when i was bored.

Flight.

I stared into the clear sky while thinking to myself; “How ironic. This is just pathetic.”
The sky couldn’t be a better indicator of how I felt my life was. Turns out it really couldn’t at all.
A gentle gush of wind blows straight into my face. The wind howls past my ears as if trying to whisper something into my ear; but I cannot make out what it is trying to say. If I had to use a word to describle the voice of the wind at that exact moment, it would be panic. I’ve had enough.
The wind stops, as if rhythmically to allow a moment for me to think about what to do next. I close my eyes. “ Are you holding your breath, eagerly waiting for my next action?” I think to myself.

I take a deep breath in and open my eyes. The wind comes back, even stronger this time.
“I guess now you just want me to do it huh?” The wind was irritating. Ignoring it, I place both my hands on the cold metal rod in front of me. I started to breathe through my mouth to find a suitable pace to breathe at, preparing myself for it.

In one instant, I pushed my body up using my hands and kicked my right foot over the railing. My hands started to shake as I felt myself getting unbalanced and my eyes opened wider. Soon I was able to get my other leg over and I found myself sitting on the railing. “Now I’m ready.” I thought to myself. At least I thought so.

My hands continued to hold on to the railings despite them starting to sweat profusely. I pretended not to notice and focused on what I had to do next. Inch by inch I lifted my body up a little so my bottom would move further and further away from the railing. I couldn’t keep my eyes focused anymore. I started to look around, look behind me, as if there were someone behind me, watching my every move. I felt like a criminal just about to commit another crime. My eyes were darting everywhere, everywhere but down. I knew I couldn’t continue if I looked down. I looked up again. What a clear sky. How ironic.

The trembling in my hands subsided. However my bottom was starting to go numb at this point. My elbows bent a little, as if storing energy for one last push. I took another deep breath. I tried to put my feet near the wall so I could use them to propel myself further away as well.
“I hope I have another great life” I said to myself, and pushed myself off. Or at least that was what I would have done. I….

I couldn’t hold my pen any longer. The shaking in my hands was getting worse and I could feel my vision getting blurry. There was an uncomfortable feeling in my stomach and I felt it gnaw its way up my throat and to my mouth. My guts felt like they were tying themselves up and I felt an immerse pain in my body.

I saw a white light and thought to myself for the last time;
“I was always too much of a coward to die by jumping off a building.” before falling to the ground and laying there motionless, undignified as vomit and foam started to pour out of my mouth.

I didn’t want to live this life either way.

FINALLY!

2009-02-09T08:31:00.002-08:00

I think my blog has been inactive for damn long already.

IM DAMN LAZY TO BLOG!

Filming's started, will be continuing for the next few weekends, plus I'm working on some other videos currently.

Basically I'll be busy.

Will update with filming photos soon as soon as I get them from yq!

Update

2008-11-28T10:28:00.001-08:00

Think i accidentally deleted some code from my template so it's a little screwed up right now. Will be fixing it soon.

Avac Chalet

2008-11-28T10:04:00.000-08:00

Some pictures.

Here's my prom outfit inclusive of mother in picture and dirty mirror.

ITS FINALLY

2008-11-21T11:42:00.001-08:00

OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!111111

Never thought i'll survive to see this day.

Anyway, updates,

My handphone is spoilt. I went for my class' chalet at Aloha Loyang this wednesday till friday (midnight already so yesterday).

We were planning to have BBQ on first day but seeing dark clouds we decided to have the steamboat first, and while trying to take self timer shots of the class, my hp fell and it's LCD screen showed lines and blue colour screen ever since.

So no photos for this entry...

Anyhow, had a lot of fun despite thinking that the chalet was very small and all in the beginning. Chiong-ed lots of mahjong with CK especially.

2nd day was damn chaotic.

We celebrated Jen and BX's birthdays and while the usual spraying and throwing cake around was going on, the BBQ pit caught fire! LOL. The timing couldn't be any better. Luckily the chalet on beside us came to help.

At night, we decided to go night cycling from there to Changi Village. We actually went to buy the street directory from downtown east first, before realising that there was a bicycle path!

So basically we followed the bicycle path for about 6-7km and reached there, and saw quite a few bapoks. All of them were damn tall you know?

The bicycle formation was like this;
Timothy-Cyril-Me-Jenmey/Hwee Boon/Jing Ni-Gab/Loon Yuan/John

Oh right, and we cycled to Old Changi Hospital also. But after we reached the main gates, we stared up the long flight of eery stairs and decided we were humji.

On the way back, got stopped by a police road block and by the time we were done, we arrived back at Loyang at 4am or so.

Knock out immediately after returning.

The next day, we cleaned up, and went back, before having lunch at white sands.

But that was not the end...no...we decided to go to Gab's house and watched Hansel and Grettel before finally going home.

Thanks to JN's dad for driving me and CK to the mrt station.

And i guess that's all for my big update!

A LEVELS IS OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!

oh and i bought a new graphics card. :D

BYE!

2008-09-17T08:49:00.000-07:00

See you after 'A' Levels, internets!!!

BYE!!! Time to study!!!

How long could you last?

2008-09-16T01:00:00.000-07:00

60 seconds

Created by Bunk Beds Pedia

Seems like I wouldn't last very long....

Sakae Sushi

2008-09-07T02:38:00.000-07:00

The last time we had the steamboat at my place, paul couldn't make it. This time, because of a miracle i guess, paul could make it, so decided to go to sakae sushi to have lunch/dinner there.

You see, you can eat, but you never take anything from the belt! You take from belt not counted into the computer! Like that how we know we earn them how much??

-Soe Min

So I think we ended up earning about 10 bucks i guess? Not considering how much sakae is already earning from us la...

The day after, taekwon-do guys decided to to have dinner at KFC.

The two black belts in NS

I guess that's about all. I'm feeling hungry.

Steamboat with buddies

2008-09-01T00:02:00.000-07:00

Kah Kin, Darence, Zheng Wei, Soe Min and Ying Quan came over for steamboat at my place yesterday.

The bastard Paul lazy didn't want to come though.

Anyway, Soe Min and bastard zheng wei helped to buy the food in the afternoon with me and my mum and we sort of bought a little bit too much food...

It's a mixture of green tea and....

... Johnnie Walker!!

My lunch today; a mountain of hokkien mee...

I realise I only blog when i have pictures i wanna show.

National Day Dinner and hoots

2008-08-30T05:07:00.000-07:00

Went to the Frontier CC near my place for a National Day Dinner (It was way after national day already btw), and my cousins came over to visit.

Only then i realised that my cousins didn't know each other at all... since they are from my dad and mum's side. Nicholas was asking me the guy beside me "is your neighbour ah"? Laugh like shit I tell you once i heard that.

Anyway, the place was damn hot. Met Ying Quan there also.

So anyway, Nicholas and Alicia stayed over at my place for the weekend.
Finally, I bought my mouse and pad yesterday from Sim Lim. Thanks Kah Kin!

Did you even know there was such a brand?

The lazy man's dinner. Cambell's Soup with egg and whatever I could find in the fridge.

Loving the mouse and pad!

While studying...

2008-08-11T03:39:00.000-07:00

We were damn bored while studying...

(PS: Your spectacles were too tempting already)

prelims

2008-08-07T23:48:00.000-07:00

Better be studying!

Sigh.

Talentime DVD

2008-07-25T02:34:00.000-07:00

Finished doing the DVD cover for Talentime DVD...

It's a special order so im making a special effort to make it look good.

Cheers...

ipork nano

2008-07-20T01:55:00.000-07:00

Forgot to mention that my ipod nano arrived last wednesday.
The apple shipping was very efficient, being able to confirm for shipping my nano the next day when i ordered it from the store at 1am on tuesday.

I was kinda expecting them to deliver it on thursday or friday but a lady called up on wednesday telling me it will arrive from 8.30pm -10pm. It arrived a little late at 10plus, but i was still quite happy with it nevertheless la.

Wasn't expecting myself to be wowed by the small 2-inch screen, but I did, because it looked so sharp and colours were great. I was searching for video convertors for my nano almost right after that...

Anyway, enough talk, pictures.

Mum's birthday

2008-07-16T08:11:00.000-07:00

Celebrated mum's birthday awhile ago.

Double Buddies' Outing

2008-07-12T10:24:00.000-07:00

Last week, "horny" gang guys met up for dinner at swensens at IMM. At first we wanted to eat at Aston's or something by recommendation by Soe Min. Big mistake I tell you, it's located in a small little hot and stuffy coffeeshop!

The moment Paul say the place he imeddiately turned around and started to walk towards IMM. Wanted to eat at Pepper Lunch but decided against it when we saw that ALL the tables were reserved. Heh.

Anyway, one week later and we met up at paul's house today to eat at the hawker centre just opposite his place. After that, went up to his place to play some asshole dai dee. All I can say is YES ZHENGWEI IS THE ASSHOLE! Hahaha...

So yeah... we took some class photos on yesterday with Mr. Shankar and Bai Lao Shi...will be uploading those soon but not yet because i left my camera in my avac room.

Photos.

Time

2008-07-10T07:24:00.000-07:00

Sister, Muthu, Mattress

And I need to study.

I'm not one of those top students, neither am I one of those weak students. I am in the middle, at least for now. All I can do is to work my way up again, and I believe that this is not the best that I can do. This is not my limit.

Oh right, sister, muthu and mattress!

Time to start

2008-07-06T10:56:00.000-07:00

The prelims are coming near. I'm not prepared that is to say. Someone please motivate me. But of course, I can only motivate myself.

I really think i procrastinate too much. Other people will say well since you know you're procrastinating so why not start?

But I would have started if I didn't say I thought i procrastinated so much didn't I?

So as much as I'll hate to say this, I have to get some work done tomorrow.

My room

2008-06-19T11:24:00.000-07:00

Here I am, 2.24am, sitting in my room, slacking for awhile before going back to finish up studying my Complex Numbers for math.

Test is in about 6-7hours, i have to be in bed by 3am, and i found this photo taken of me in my room by my sister while she was testing her camera. (if you're reading, i've fixed your com already)

Finally done

2008-06-18T11:02:00.000-07:00

YES! I'm finally done working on Ms Zhang's wedding video...its comprised of 2 parts, mainly the morning and night wedding dinner. I've also completed the cd cover and labeling.

Pictures.

Chin Kang's BD and TKD outing

2008-06-16T09:36:00.000-07:00

Here are the very late late late photos of Chin Kang's birthday...

We celebrated at Seoul Garden Taka that day, ate alot, had ice kachang(sucked) and bought a mango cake recommended by Hwee Boon downstairs for him. Actually i was going to the toilet, and jiajun and cyril wanted to go also. So after we were done, we realised that we might as well go down and get the cake for him also (which is why when we left no one was suspicious at all). So we just faked that cyril was shitting. Seemingly, CK fell for it...haha...

Cyril's favourite pose

This is an illusion. Can you see Jenmey?

Cookies from Jing Ni

TAEKWONDO GATHERING

We went to catch The Incredible Hulk at Jurong Point, and then went over to Nihon Muri or something at Jurong West Stadium to eat. But too bad, lunch buffet was ending, so we decided why not go Sakura downstairs instead. Well, bad service attitude, ended up we went to Fish and Co to eat instead. That was much better.... I think i was too engrossed eating so i only took one photo.

Bunch of black belts (well, most)

I'm lazy to blog...must...do...homework...gah...WII!

Work on Wedding Video

2008-06-11T07:56:00.000-07:00

The Wedding Dinner video for Ms Zhang is almost done...
I also went to popular today to get me my CD labels and some photo printer paper. (I'm making a cd cover)

So Bryan and Wen Yao came over today in the morning and around the afternoon i got an inspiration after hearing this song and immediately pulled Bryan to act for 4mins for me. Playing around in editing after half an hour got me this...

Tired

2008-05-20T07:22:00.000-07:00

I love taking walks. You can see all sorts of things happening, you can hear so many things that you usually don't hear.

Especially when you walk after midnight.

You can hear your every footstep, and occasionally you will have to step onto the grass which gives a totally different feeling. I honestly feel its great.

If it's not hot, the night breeze is simply fantastic.

Never has the roads been so quiet before. Well probably except for the occasional McDelivery guy on his motorbike.

Pictures.

AVAC in Mario World

2008-05-17T05:20:00.000-07:00

Jeslyn

Zheng Bao

Zhi Kai

Wei Lun

Wei Jie

Sunny

Thura

Mr. Halifi

Yi Xuan

Wen Yao

Me(Wen Yao say one)

Ms. Zhang XZ

Funny how they resemble them...

Happy Birthday Jeslyn

2008-05-17T02:57:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday and thanks for the cake on my face ;)

Keep laughing and smiling =)

Beijing Olympics

2008-05-07T07:05:00.000-07:00

Funny as hell. Yet true.

Singapore Flyer

2008-05-05T05:46:00.000-07:00

I guess the title tells it all.

No photoshopping this time.

Picture spree

2008-04-26T07:19:00.000-07:00

I injured my thumb during taekwondo yesterday. Today I had my first acupunture...

Addictions

2008-04-23T07:15:00.000-07:00

I'm addicted to Assassin's Creed. I admit it.

It is too, damn, fun.

Anyway, pictures.

Funniest Advertisement Ever.

Beautiful Morning

2008-04-16T04:53:00.000-07:00

The sky was totally clear, with no clouds in the sky except for one huge mass of a cloud in the centre. The blue of the sky, slowly pales into a light orange near the horizon. Everyone else around was probably too absorbed in their own business to notice this beautiful sight.

Everyone else, except for a student, who took a picture, and another when he realised that it was still there in school.

Buying present for Mr Halifi cum AVAC gathering

2008-04-12T07:54:00.000-07:00

I was lazy to post the past few weeks so im sort of double posting today ya.

Earlier the guys, Wei Lun, Wei Jie, Zhi Kai and Wen Yao met up and we went to jp to take a look first. Then Zheng Bao had consultation so he came a bit later. So we went to the arcade to play first... I tell you man...I can't remember how long it's been since i've been to the arcade already. Was fun la, but im certainly not going back anytime soon. Really waste money very quickly sia.

So anyway, took a few pictures while we were discussing about business.

(P.S, I photoshopped the pictures if you didn't notice.)

Gabriel's birthday and common tests

2008-04-12T07:23:00.000-07:00

The common tests are weird. Physics is on monday, maths is on thursday, and econs and chemistry and eons away. So basically everything's pretty much seperated apart. But enough with talking, lets go on to the pictures ;)

Taekwondo Outing:

Gabriel's Birthday:

Mr Kwok gave Gab a cake and we all celebrated with him during the first lesson last friday..

Random:

Happy Birthday Cyril!

2008-03-22T10:40:00.000-07:00

We celebrated cyril's birthday after school just this thursday at IMM CAFE CARTEL...

I thought i was damn late because we were supposed to meet at 8pm and i happily napped until 7.45pm then woke up. Fortunately or unfortunately everyone else was late as well so i wasn't THAT late when i reached there.

Btw, we managed to get some 8 juniors who seem quite interested to join us. Hope all goes well!

I find this picture damn cool.

Taekwondo Potluck

2008-03-02T02:06:00.000-08:00

Before that, had physics practical lesson at the photonics lab on friday. Didn't know such a place existed in the school.

After that when i got home we started to prepare for the potluck.

And this is Wei Lun in the PaperBag and PlasticBag man show! Haah. It was hilarious i tell you...

Im lazy

2008-02-25T08:46:00.002-08:00

Im lazy to blog. Been swarmed by so many things to do so yea.

Pictures!

Ruoting don't be sad.

Almost go jail

2008-02-14T05:35:00.000-08:00

MINDEF sent me letter reminding me to submit my forms for NS today!

Apparently it wasn't enough to just apply for the deferment, you actually had to fill up all the relevant information as well. I have to declare like i don't have any allergies or even SOCIAL problems like homosexuality or the such. They even asked if i have attempted suicide before! Siao la if got also won't tell you right? Also asked if you sniffed glue before. Again my above mentioned reason.

So yeah, have to do it by 20th this month and im still filling up the form now while im typing. I just happened to have some time between printing out my medical form so yea. So anyway, i'm not going to jail, yet, but i do have a lot of homework to do and im deciding whether i should pon mr kwok's lesson tmr since im technically released at 1pm for avac. Heck, I think i'll see first.

And no, i didn't celebrate Valentine's today if you're my sister and you're wondering if I did.
So sad right. But save money lo.

Ipod

2008-02-13T05:37:00.000-08:00

I would probably get my baby one of these if i had one.

I actually stayed back in school yesterday till 7pm to finish up my homework and i tell you it feels so good to actually hand in homework on time man. Only regret was that i didn't do anything for physics tutorial today. And i feel damn guilty also la, Mr. Kwok even gave me an ang pow after that for avac. So yea, i need to buck up.

I REALLY NEED TO BUCK UP!

Visiting relatives in Malaysia

2008-02-09T21:42:00.000-08:00

Finally a black belt =)

When I was over there all we did was eat and drink teh tarik and eat prata at night. So i think im becoming much fatter now after being there. On the 2nd night my uncle also damn funny la, we were walking back to the shophouse when he pointed out the places where he said communists' bodies used to be laid after they were shot down. And it was just beside me only. So i was like wtf?

But it was fun going back. I've got funky relatives.

Chinese New Year

2008-02-06T06:47:00.000-08:00

Huat ar. The event today was quite smooth sailing except for one song during mass dance that time. Well anyway, after the actual event, we had a mini gathering for avac at the LL to lao the yusheng again! We were blasting hokkien songs and having fun with each other la. I think i laughed until my stomach also pain. Wei lun and Sunny were the hokkien kings of the day and we even tried to tao pok wei lun!

Well after that I went to Hua Yi to take a look because Wen Yao asked me to go along. So i thought might as well la huh. I didn't realise that it was so similar to fuhua!

So i came home and had my reunion dinner just now. I think i'll upload the pictures on saturday or something. I'm going to visit my relatives in malaysia tomorrow!

I like these two pictures.

NE-MATION

2008-02-06T03:29:00.000-08:00

Vote for Team JJ AVAC for NE-Mation! I'm sure you guys have seen the advertisements on TV-Mobile or somewhere and now you can vote for us already!

The guys spent a lot of hard work on this project and sacrificed their whole year end holiday just to do this up for the school. Good job guys!

So what are you waiting for?

Cats

2008-02-04T07:49:00.000-08:00

Cute.

Steamboat

2008-02-02T09:17:00.000-08:00

Well, voting has ended and i think i've got about 260+ votes i guess. Oh well there's still the final judging.

Anyway,
huat ah! Had steamboat with the class today at bugis at La Mei ZHI!

Although ppl there are mostly ah tiong but they were quite helpful and probably friendly. Anyway, food was generally okay but there wasn't much of a variety of food. But who cares? We're just spamming all the beef!

Chinese New Year

2008-01-29T06:39:00.000-08:00

Decorated our classroom today... Basically the only things we brought were the ang pows so i decided that we go cut out the golden flowers and paste on the noticeboard. Anyway i think it came out quite nice also la. So the 1hr wasn't enough for us to finish up decorating so we went back to decorate after school.

The girls decided we write out our names and paste it at the back of the classroom...

Maths test on thursday. I think i'll sleep early and study tomorrow. I got a bad feeling about tomorrow's physics tutorial...

VOTE FOR MY VIDEO!!

2008-01-27T01:36:00.000-08:00

Yes yes. Got into the finalists' for the School Digital Media Awards.

Go and vote for my video! Now still very poor thing only 20 votes or so.

http://www.evideo.edu.sg/sdma/voting_view.asp?v=59

YES NOW!! ENDS 1ST FEB!!

More Pictures

2008-01-26T05:43:00.001-08:00

Wei Jie

Bing Xiang

Sunny

Wei Lun

Thura

Noob Kah Kin

Zheng Bao

My blog's is becoming more of a picture blog then a diary ever since i got my new phone...

Went to get my merit bursary today, and the Pre-U section was overrun with JJ people! One whole gang of us sitting together there. People like ying quan, sarah, zul were there. Jun Jie was there also! He booked out of army already. Damn funny la his hairstyle.

Back to studying..

School as usual

2008-01-19T22:07:00.000-08:00

At our usual table early in the morning.
The bastard crazy one early morning go eat noodle soup...
Well, school's as usual.

"Hey! I'm baaaastard!"

The road home is always the same...

Pictures

2008-01-16T09:26:00.000-08:00

Didn't manage to snap some photos the other time.

Westzone Superstar

2008-01-16T08:51:00.000-08:00

mai siao siao ah!

Westzone Superstar came and gone last year. If i remembered correctly that was the time when my hair behind the tail was SUPER LONG. Found some pictures of it today and realised it was damn ugly.

Injured Bat

2008-01-15T08:20:00.000-08:00

Was preparing to go for avac duty while sitting at the usual place when paul they all told me there was a bat lying on the drain there. So there it was, but it looked like it was injured or something because it was just lying there not moving much.

Maybe it was just tired.

Anyway, we were quite afraid that someone wouldn't notice it and step on it accidentally. Good news, of all people, PEARLYN accidentally stepped onto it. Damn poor thing la. Then came another girl who accidentally kicked it also. So David and I couldn't watch it anymore and decided to bring it somewhere safer.

And always remember,

Borleng

2008-01-05T22:48:00.000-08:00

Damn lazy to update these few days ever since school started...

Orientation's over, have to start editing the video.

But actually im more pissed off. SC wanted us to make a video for them using some interviews and wanted it by the next morning when i already went home already. So how? Ying Quan had to come over my place at 6am in the morning and when i was done chiong back down in cab by 9.30. Result? Never showed the video because their program overrun already.

I mean i can understand la, but please don't give unnecessary work to us and make Ying Quan rush for nothing.

Heh. Other than that it was not bad. I have my studying mood back.

First present

2007-12-13T07:07:00.000-08:00

I got my first real present today!

Before this i got some Cheese from Yong Seng, which was nice actually, and all that food that Ying Quan brought back from Australia.

Recieved a box from jasmine today when i passed her the GA that i burned for her in the morning.
Very tempted to open up la, but waited until i went home before i tried to open it.

The box is very nice looking, (not useless) and there's a wallet inside of it. Was quite a surprise. At first i thought is shirt inside or what.

So anyway, it took me 2 hours to open the box up LOL. The thing like die also don't want to come off and at the same time cannot scratch the surface or what also. So after 2 hours to painful brute careful force, i managed to pry it open.

Now the box is on my cpu la huh. So thanks okay! Peng you yi chang ar.

So anyway, i have to film the o1 orientation next year. And im feeling a little bit too tired out. The drama sucked alot of life outta me already and i still have the event shoot to edit. Jia lat ar...when am i going to find the time to study and do my homework...

Hope tmr is as good as today!

Birthday

2007-12-11T19:47:00.000-08:00

Oh i forgot to post about my birthday also.

Celebrated from morning until evening at Paul's Place. 4th December next time remember to buy something for me okay...

Well, we were supposed to meet at 9 but i ended up arriving at 9.40am haha...paiseh huh. Should be used to it now right? Anyway, we had laksa, then afternoon we went for macdonalds. I HAD 2 DOUBLE CHEESEBURGER. Full like shiet.

Before mac we were playing mj and blackjack. Damn fun. We weren't really playing with real money, only chips but still exciting la i tell you. I push my biggest chip 5 dollars then come out darence banker Ban Luck then need to pay double. Damn jialat. Laugh until stomach also pain.

After that Paul came up with the theory that whenever someone tries to do something stupid, banker sure banluck one!

Its true loh, after that zheng wei bet all his money darence banluck again!

Kah Kin, soemin and yong seng reached at around 5, and then played abit of blackjack again. Pizza came at about 6 plus. Was quite fufilling la.

Only problem was that after this, the next day i lao sai like shiet like that. Was still doing my filming then, so when i reached liang yu house i couldn't take it already loh. Vomit and diahorea. But im glad filming is completed.

And thanks to all that celebrated with me! Horny Gang!

My 2 double cheeseburger. Right hand side one already eat finish liao.

m m m ...

Bastard Zheng Wei

His Meal

Darence's meal

Paul's drink

The Pizza

Gam sia everyone!
My hair like shit like that.

Filming finished!

2007-12-11T07:43:00.000-08:00

I've been watching my gundam seed so i haven't been blogging!

Jialat.

Going to watch the final episode soon though. Anyway, filming is complete and i have to thank my main actress and actor, Saw Yi and Liang Yu.

Have to thank Liang Yu esp. since we used his house and even got his mother to act for us. Thanks thanks!

Here's the film for all to enjoy.

Happy Birthday

2007-12-03T07:48:00.000-08:00

Finished my event shoot at SDC. But i still have my drama to worry about.
Carol came over today again. The original purpose was to do maths but you can guess what happened luh huh.

My room isn't really a conducive place for studying and sitting down to work i guess.

Happy Birthday to me btw. I'm going over to paul's place to celebrate tmr ;)

Late at night

2007-11-20T23:26:00.000-08:00

Slept at around 5am yesterday i guess. I think i have to change my sleeping habit haha...ended up i woke up at 2.30pm... this is not good for me man. Gonna have alot of trouble adjusting back when i go back to school.

So anyway, I gotta dedicate my Thursday as my offcial Maths Self Tution Day. So i won't be online from around 4-6pm. Have to catch up to all the top scorers man!

And i still got my script that i need to finish by this friday. Jialat!

Seems like im going to be busy for these few days i guess. And I can't believe i dreamt about the same thing twice last night. Continuous one somemore. Because i woke up at 12pm and fell back asleep again. So i kinda continued the dream. Quite cool huh.

Someone motivate me to study please?

Last Thursday

2007-11-19T22:19:00.000-08:00

I almost forgot.

Last thursday Carol and Karyin came over to my place since its been some time since they've been over. You two good ar...i ended up waiting until 7.30 like that before they arrived.

So anyway, i managed to cook 2 dishes out of 3 for them so they don't have to go and buy fries or what huh...haha..

But yeah, was good to see them again. Didn't realise i haven't talked to them for such a looonnng time already. Was quite relaxing. Reminded me of last time when we were studying for our chem O lvls. LOL

Karyin was watching tv while Carol and I played ps2 first.

Carol Tang Jia Le officially cannot drive fast cars, period. Hahahah... But anyway, the two of them ended up getting hooked on playing Winning Eleven you know!

Played until 11 plus, ended up taking cab back since it was so late already. Next time come in afternoon la, then no need to go home so late. So thats about it!

Deleted

2007-11-17T09:46:00.000-08:00

Last night i laid in bed and looked through my handphone.

I deleted the old messages and that sms you sent me that I thought i would never delete even if it hurts reading it again.

I deleted the 2 voice recordings that I recorded once by accident.

I'm not sure if i can delete the rest.

Dinner with gang

2007-11-14T07:10:00.000-08:00

Kah Kin smsed me out of the blue and asked if i wanted to MJ anot. So okay lor, packed my things and went.

Well we didn't play MJ at all but instead some ASSHOLE TAI DEE!! Yea and KK asshole. Haha. Anyway, we went for dinner after that so I'll let the pictures do the talking.

Super Oily

That's Spicy

Gu Rou Yok!

It's actually fish. With mai pian.

Bones.

The Drinks, and my wallet.

Kah Kin the n00b

Darence

Paul's failed attempt at blocking the camera

Okay thats it!

Class BBQ: Part 2

2007-11-12T11:22:00.000-08:00

After the previous entry, I got quite bored...so now let's take a look at ALL those in the 07S10 family once again, in alphabetical order...

*EDIT- Edited some mistakes as pointed out =D

BX- Bing Xiang
Also known as Xiao B
Information: Likes to bully people esp. Jenmey. Also likes to pick fight with Ms Lang.
Special Move: Super Slide and Kick & "NA NI YOU?!?"

CK- Ching Kang
Also known as Class Monitor
Information: Likes to inform class of important notices. Cannot do without him.
Special Move: "Okay Class" & "Eh wo gen ni jiang ah"

Cereal- Cyril (wait which one is the real name?)
Also known as Xiao He (Little Brown)
Information: Likes to slack and play basketball. Is in an alliance with Jing Ni.
Special Move: "Aiya don't care lah" & Rebellion sounds cool.

Gab- Gabriel
Also known as Xiao Hei
Information: Likes to pon lesson. Usually have hard time convincing people he is not malay. Can play guitar well.
Special Move: "Aiya pon la pon la!" & Hidden Cloak

HB- Hwee Boon
Also known as Zhong Man (Middle Man)
Information: Protects Jenmey when bullied by Bx. Usually doesn't like Mdm Tay.
Special Move: Medical Certificate

Jen- Jenmey
Also known as Xiao Man (Small Man)
Information: Loudest girl in class. Shortest girl in class. Likes to huat John and Loon Yuan. Bears striking resemblance to Ms. Lang in her EZ-Link
Special Move: "HUAT AH!" & "AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA"

Chut- Jia Jun
Also known as Chut or Xiao Emo
Information: Used to be Emo, now just very random. From EG club.
Special Move: "LOOK THERE'S A BIRD!"

JN- Jing Ni
Also known as Da Man (Big Man)
Information: Close associate of Cyril. Stronger than most guys. Can sing well.
Special Move: Da Man Shows Her Power & "Class listen!!"

John- John
Also known as Xiao Huat
Information: Has big forehead. Hence ppl like to "huat" him.
Special Move: "Eh properly can anot?" & "Ehhverytime like that..." & BRIGHT LIGHT

K- Kay
Also known as the letter K or Okay de K.
Information: Hangs out with Yu Lei very often. Doesn't like to speak english in class. Finds GP boring.
Special Move: Special unique Laughter

LY- Loon Yuan
Also known as Xiao Soft ( Little Soft)
Information: Probably most soft guy in the class. Has the ability called Cuteness. Likes to huat John.
Special Move: CUTENESS & ACT CUTE & "Auntie~"

MD- Ming Da
Also known as TMD or Ah Da
Information: Name abbreviation is TMD. Ta Ma De! Responsible and studious student. Very nice guy.
Special Move: Raise Hands & FES

QY- Qian Yun
Also known as Qian Yun
Information: Very softspoken girl. Actually can talk a lot when you know her.Has running nose problem during certain times of day.
Special Move: "Errr..."

Tim- Timothy
Also known as Xiao Gay, Finding TIMO or TimoGAY
Information: As can seen from photo. He IS Gay. Can't make out what he saying sometimes. His actions always entertain people.
Special Move: Confusion & "YOUR MOTHER MAN AH!"

YX- Yanxi
Also known as Loon Yuan de Yanxi
Information: A false rumor spread by TimoGAY has forever made a joke btwn her and LY. Is a demure girl who cares about image very much.
Special Move: "Ni hen wu liao lehx!"

YT- Yee Teng
Also known as Yeeeeee Teeeenngggg
Information: Does not like to Hi5 for no reason, pragmatic E-Club member.
Special Move: Anxiety & Worry

YL- Yu Lei
Also known as Yu Lei
Information: Sticks with Kay, hates english and GP lessons. But is Chinese pro. Comes 2nd only to Ming Da.
Special Move: Finish Chinese Workbook before even asked to do so & FES

Last but not least, Bai Lao Shi
Information: The mother of the 07S10 family. Has control over all members.
Special Move: Chinese Homework & CME in Chinese & Detention at General Office

Alright thats it for now...I'm super tired and its 4am now... I really have to go to sleep!

Looking forward to thursday when Carol and Karyin comes over!

Class BBQ at loon yuan place

2007-11-12T10:39:00.000-08:00

As the title says, we had a class BBQ at Loon Yuan's place on Saturday.

We were supposed to meet in the morning at 10 but i couldn't make it because i had to celebrate my sister's birthday in advance with her in the morning first. Well, ended up i waited for her until afternoon 2 like that before we actually started singing the birthday song. So HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS! Okay la belated one don't blame me k.

Reached clementi mrt station but i went to Bengawan Solo (don't really bother with the spelling) to buy a cake for Jenmey! After that i walked towards the new clementi interchange which was where i almost got into an accident.

Basically i thought the short road you cross where cars can make a left turn was a zebra crossing when actually it was really traffic lights. So i walked towards an on-coming car. LOL. I still blur blur slowly walk dunno why the car horn me like siao.

So anyway, the wait for the bus was super long i tell you. Bloody 156. So i reached there and most of them were there already, playing cards and such. AND I COULD HEAR JENMEY FROM THE DOOR. As usual luh. She laugh until damn loud.

Us guys naturally had to start the fire, so it was left to me and bx, ck and jiajun i think. In the end it was Cyrill, jiajun, hwee boon's bf and me who were cooking the food luh. But Cyril really champion. From start to finish after he cooked the otah he cont. with the the chicken chop.

Out of the teachers we invited, Ms Lang couldn't make it last min but Bai lao shi managed to come so it was still not bad.

Of course, then john came and loon yuan and I went up to get the cake to "surprise" Jenmey.
When she was cutting the cake I still asked her to cut such that got alot of cream on the knife...then when she asked why i took the knife and......

Smear on her face la hahaha. She also damn funny ask me why and really did it.

Class photo at last

Then we went to play some basketball but later on most of them had left already. Left Loon yuan, me, Bx, Gab and Tim only.

Stayover!

Mj for awhile. Play com awhile. Learnt Texas Hoe Down poker. Not bad.

And damnit timothy's ass is damn big! NO SPACE TO SLEEP. 5 guys squeeze on loon yuan parents' bed. Tim's ass beside me, Bx tried to sleep on Gab's ass.

Do you see anything?

Gay Party.

Just when i was super uncomfortable, Gab and Bx decided to play some dota, so thank goodness for that. I had more space to sleep.

Morning, we were too lazy to go to mac itself so we called for delivery. Bx had to go but kept dragging all th way from around 10 to 12.30 like that then we finally left.

And thus ends a fun stayover at Loon Yuan's place. Now he's all alone again.

Walking around

2007-11-07T07:39:00.000-08:00

My elbow resting on the sides, i stare outside the window.
The trees whiz past me but i don't notice.
I can't find something to just focus on.
I want to find something to focus on.
I need to find something to focus on.

Everything passes by so quickly.
And I can't stop my mind from wandering away.
So many things to think about
But once i start pondering
Something catches my gaze outside again.

I can't find something to focus on
Yet again.

I like long bus rides. I could stare out of the window and think just about anything. Sometimes I'll think about you. But it doesn't really matter.

I just wish I could just sit on the bus all day.

Stay over

2007-11-05T05:23:00.000-08:00

Stayed over at Paul's place on friday!

The poor bastards that stayed over: Kah Kin, me and Darence
The ones that pang seh us: Soe Min and Zheng Wei

Here's what we did:

1) Morning meet at 10am go eat breakfast. Ended up go CU eat ban mian while Paul and I ordered the bah chou meeee. Problem was it took damn long to come. Apparently the aunty was re cooking the soup =/

Then, mj! Yeah then we got pretty bored and played poker with the chips and asshole dai dee.Hahaha Kah Kin!

2) Played until 3pm like that, had to bring my terrapin to go see doctor so kah kin came with me. After that, reached home and went for taekwondo. Tkd was interesting because we were training for our black belt grading coming up soon so we were learning self defense techniques. A crash course. Damn funny when practising. Have to act act abit one! Hahah.

3) 11pm. Bathe. 11.20. Shiet there goes last bus. Cab. Paul house. Mj until 2am called for mcdelivery and it came at 3am like that. So we ate our double, double cheeseburgers (we bought 2 each) and watched discovery channel on TV. LOL

4) So by then we were quite shag and didn't want to play mj anymore, so kk suggested we play RISK instead. Okay lor.

I suay suay kena Australia and some parts of Europe. Paul ended up taking over much of Africa and eventually took over North America. After a long, grueling battle until 7am, i ended up losing most of my forces and settling in my Australia while the rest of them started to build back up their armies.

SUPER TIRED. So we left the game at that.

So that pretty much sums up the whole day. Saturday and Sunday were quite boring.

But i spent alot of money on fish and co and Die Hard 4.0 dvd on sunday.

Damnit.

Its over!!

2007-11-01T00:31:00.000-07:00

Its finally over! No more project work ever!

I've been thinking. Am i really going to get a job doing just videography? What are my prospects? Is the market getting too saturated? The wedding videography market is getting kind of saturated from what i see. People are trying to make themselves more attractive by tying up professional photographers to provide a complete suit package.

What can I do? What happens if i run out of creativity? It doesn't arise as a problem to me now, but what happens when i reach 40 years old? Surely i cannot depend on creativity alone. But i see people around who worked in Mediacorp for a years and come out and set up their own production houses. DXN.net is a good example.

To start off, i need to train myself in working with Final Cut Pro. But i need a mac. It's the industry standard currently. If i keep sticking to Premiere Pro, i'll most likely be limited to the wedding videography and corporate market. I need the experience of industry broadcasts.

Very simply, I need money luh. So for now, I'll build up my portfolio first.

Coming up in production is another short film for SVA this year. They renamed it Singapore Digital Media Awards this year. Apparently they're accepting flash entries or other digital pieces this time. Since project work is over, i have to start planning my production schedule now.

And thanks for coming up with the pink diary thing ar. Haha. It feels like a good way to introduce the character but i still have to finalize the story.

I need to hold an audition!!

Damn

2007-10-30T08:42:00.000-07:00

Damn i screwed up... end up so awkward.

OP TMR!!!

Bai Jia Le

2007-10-29T03:21:00.001-07:00

Probably a little tad too slow but will post it anyways. Credits to my sister from her blog.

Entrance.

Here's the painting on my wall that Bryan Wong did.

Our "new" sofa...no more already...changed back to our old one.

Heres the dining table...

Wider shot.

We bought this tv console in the end.

Tv Crew.

Group Photos...

All in all was great fun...have to thank jen, yanxi, qianyun and zhengbao for helping out. Thanks!

Great

2007-10-27T02:44:00.000-07:00

My tv tuner is finally working so i don't have to go all the way down to Sim Lim Tower to get another one. I merely fixed an old antenna i found from my storeroom and i got the signal!

Yea so in the end kk didn't come over and i felt that i was very tired also. Because the night before i had slept at 5am =D Then i woke up at around 7 or what to go to school for my OP rehersals.

The good news is that our group is back to standard and im not really using my script anymore. Haha.

So after that i went back home and got my tv tuner fixed.

I think i was too tired or what, because i went to sleep around 6 or 7 and slept all the way until 10.30. So basically i skipped taekwondo... Can't afford to skip so many times because the black belt grading is coming soon..

Oh well. Friday's been great. Today, i did some cleaning up of my room because there is a TON OF DUST on the window panes that i rarely touch. Antenna is still working fine, and i realised i could tweak it a little to get better signals! Now can watch HD5 clearly. Shiok ar...

I've been quite nocturnal lately also. Slept at 5am again ystd -__-
So i woke up quite late in the afternoon.

Going to eat sushi at the jurong west stadium in 10 mins! Tmr dunno whether wanna go gym or not.

I guess i'll see if im too tired or not.

I've decided

2007-10-24T02:54:00.000-07:00

I've decided that im not going to be an OGL for orientation 1.

I have my studies worry about, like what Mdm Tay and Ms Aw said. Plus i don't have much self discipline.

I might just regret this choice.

Its all ending soon

2007-10-23T07:10:00.000-07:00

Seems like there's just a few more days before the holidays. Not long later will be another new year already. Can't believe that J1 is whizzing by so quickly huh?

Anyway, my jackets are fffffinaaaallyyyyy here! Thura was the champion to start wearing it around the school =D But also, my cough is back. Have to blame myself la. I thought that my cough had recovered already, so i went ahead to eat logans with my dad. You know, the canned type.

Eat that time very shiok la, but after that the cough came back loh! Damnit.

So im back to drinking my cough syrup. Btw, if you're reading you should finish it see if the syrup works or not...

Got contacted to do the OD video, but its a little too late already. Because we weren't informed earlier to keep the videos, the tapes most likely have been recycled or something. A little pek chek. But its okay. I have other projects to worry about.

Grad Night Video. Have to get ms zhang to organize the teachers.
Advertisement. Time to draw a storyboard.
Drama. Wheres my damn script?!?!

So ya, i have things to settle.

I'm still thinking if i want to join orientation 1 next year. Need to decide by tmr. Picture's in my wallet already though.

I've been thinking about it. I'm getting tired chasing an impossible dream. But i won't stop caring.

Been busy.

2007-10-14T00:49:00.000-07:00

Been a little busy lately, and i got back my results. LOL

Well apparently i was sick with a cough and throat inflamation so i didn't go to school on monday and tuesday. So i recieved smses about my results huh. So end up i failed my maths and chemistry. Good thing was that my physics got 66.6, gp 61, chinese 61.5 and econs 72 so its still not too bad =D

But anyway, i still have to redo my maths paper and chemistry paper. Sian.

Had AVAC meeting on wednesday and settled quite a few things. We managed to finish up storyline for drama and advertisement entries for School Digital Media Awards (used to be called School Video Awards SVA). Also managed to settle some internal affairs i've always been wanting to settle.

Most of all, MY AVAC JACKETS ARE READY!!! Can be delivered by wedneday or thursday. I'm thinking whether i wanna go down and get them myself on tuesday so i can give to members on wednesday since we got event.

Anyway, im going to get some VGA cables so i can connect my sister's laptop to my living room television. Also, i gotta get new keyboard and mouse for my sister since shes using my old computer and i don't want her to use that old keyboard of mine which hasn't been cleaned for 4 years!

Alright, that should be it, will update more next time.

ITS FINALLY OVER!

2007-10-06T08:49:00.000-07:00

yeah man...finally over!

anyway, finished filming Bai Jia Le 3 showing on Oct 22nd...met bryan wong, li teng, mark lee and cheng han wei.

Thanks to jenmey, zheng bao, yanxi and qianyun for coming over to help me out huh...will treat you all big feast soon! (for zheng bao is tmr la huh we go gym first ;) )

Anyway, lost in the end luh, but it was still okay because there were alot of DIY things that li teng and bryan wong did for us like drawing on our wall and writing words on mirror and stuff.

The theme was ethnic fusion and all of us felt that we were better than the other house loh. Watch and see for yourself okay! End up we bought back some of the furniture la so its not that bad.

Will post pictures when i have the time...

It's time to enjoy my new found freedom now!

Sometimes...

2007-10-02T10:05:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i realise what i have to do. I just end up not doing it.

Sometimes i want to do something very badly. I just end up not doing it.

Sometimes i know that i have to work hard. I just end up not doing it.

Sometimes i just need to remember the feeling when im in the mood to study. I just end up not doing it.

Sometimes i get so distracted but i know i have to stop. I just end up not doing it.

Sometimes...

Sometimes i know that its impossible, but a little part of me will never believe it.
Sometimes i know that because its impossible, all the more i hope you'll be happy.
Sometimes i just wished i could be happy too.

I realised that the day won't seem so bad, if you were yourself, full of confidence and not unhappy.

Sometimes, i reply, expecting an answer when i know that im not getting any.
Sometimes, i stare at my phone hoping that someone will call when i know its not going to happen.
Sometimes, i don't do anything, because i know that you'll be busy.

Sometimes...sometimes,

Sometimes its just enough to know you're happy.

Gotta focus.

2007-09-12T11:30:00.000-07:00

Won't be coming online and blogging until the promos are over. Until then i should be focusing on my revision...shouldn't be thinking about other things...

Great to see a smile =)

Personality Test

2007-09-08T05:05:00.000-07:00

Did this test from kah kin's blog.

My piorities in life:
1)Family
2)Love
3)Career
4)Money
5)Pride

My personality: Loyal
Personality of my partner: Flickle
Personality of my enemies: Dirty
My interpretation of sex: Warm
Description of my life: Blue

The rest i shall not divulge. LOL

Take the test for yourself.
http://memoriter.net/flash/test.html

Need to do something

2007-09-08T04:23:00.000-07:00

I feel like i need to do something but can't point out what it is. My written report? My homework?

I don't really know. But after my WR is done i'm going offline until the promos are over.

Have to lah, if not i cannot concentrate.

Guitar

2007-09-05T09:26:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday Jasmine! One more year to the next birthday.

Anyway, after maths tutorial today, passed her her present and went for guitar. Wah damn shiok man i tell you. Learned the starting of wake me up when september ends and the solo part. Hahaha...then timothy like kena possessed like that keep screaming out the solo part.

After that went to KFC (again) for lunch and came back for GP. No, not very boring because we finished watching a documentary we were watching. Quite interesting. Global contagion.

Then went to cut hair and Cyril came up to do pw.
Then we came up with this 2 retarded pictures to show how our guide can look like:

Getting late. Should sleep. Night!

New computer

2007-09-02T07:26:00.000-07:00

Got my new computer from fuwell at Sim Lim today! Just managed to fix it up and now im installing all the new stuff like antivirus and firewall.

22 inch widescreen. SHIOK AR!!

Teachers Day & Holidays

2007-09-01T06:46:00.000-07:00

Teacher's day finally over! The video was finally completed and shown to the school. Quite shiok man. All well worth the effort. Anyway, i wasn't deployed for this event and i left it to the other members to take charge of it. Wei jie was the stage manager for the day. I was in the RC doing up the certificates for the teachers =D

But sian la, because when i was done, it was 9.30 already and i missed the whole programe after the video.

Anyway.
Went back to FUHUA FINALLY! This time don't need to register at the security guard there. We were more than welcome. Hahaha. That ruoting also la, say what see you tmr, end up she 9.30 already reach there liao. When i reach she gone already. But i got to see Mr Lee, Ms Chan, Mr Eng and Mr Koh and last but not least Mdm Teo again! Then mdm teo also damn funny la, keep complaining about the school ava stuff. Quite jialat also, cos shes the so called only AVA teacher that's active.

The AVAC jacket is settled also, should be getting it 3 weeks later or something.

Today, yeeteng cyril and loony came over in the morning to do PW. Do until just now go JP eat dinner. Really do until damn long lah. Then i went to check for that thing but they don't have stock for it at JP and asked me to check at Wisma store. So i asked cyril to check it out for me tmr since hes going to town anyway.

Anyway, holidays are upon us..........well not really since theres lectures almost everyday. Monday lagi worse one. Morning until 5.30pm. 8 whole hours of lectures.
Can pengsan already.

Thats about it for today i guess. Will update next time.

Finally finished

2007-08-27T08:54:00.000-07:00

ho ho HO! finally finished filming all the videos for all the CCAs man. Overall the CCAs had some interesting videos and i really have to thank Zheng Bao and the gang for being with me all this time. Esp Zheng Bao, my video ic! Anyway, im done editing until 9mins already, but i feel like its getting a bit too long. And i'm running out of songs. Darn.

Anyway, today morning damn jialat. Turns out that after the event on saturday right, we turned off the amplifiers, and locked the cupboard. So end up today morning lecture microphone no sound. Basket in the end i ran around the school 4 times, passing through the same lt5 door 4 times just to find the key. Lucky, we eventually managed to get the keys and settle the problem.

At the same time right, LT1 no electricity also. Knn scare me la. Yi Xuan also dunno what happened call me rush over. Well i think the OM already settle it le.

Oh yea, i got no time to finish up my homework because im busy editing my videos. I know its not good, but thats exactly why its 12.04am now already i should be sleeping. So today was a good day except that i slept at 1am ystd so i was very tired throughout the day. Today, i have to sleep earlier, so cya!

almost done

2007-08-25T09:03:00.000-07:00

im almost done with the cca videos and stuff, just that there are a few more ccas that have not shot their scenes yet. Actually i think left table tennis and soccer girls only. So tmr go gym and then come home do video lo.

Anyway, had taekwondo on friday, finally! Yea man 2 more cm and i can do a split already. Then had some extra training after class so i was super tired after that. Reach home very soon fell aslp already. Then today woke up early go shoot the tcher day video. After that went over to do the event at lt5 with all the ministers coming over and stuff. Wah but best was after that la cos got free gaming.

So then im back home watching guessx3 laughing like mad. Damn funny luh.

If thats the end you don't want anything else from me then just tell me. Don't leave me hanging even though you don't think you do, and treat me like a stranger. I would call you if i could, but i don't think you have the time and mood also. I'm just thinking too much, doing too much isn't it?

confused

2007-08-24T09:05:00.000-07:00

can you just tell me what's wrong and what's going on. just tell me if i did something wrong. its better than not knowing anything.

GP!

2007-08-21T04:04:00.000-07:00

wah seh, got back my gp today.

Paper 1 29/50
Paper 2 31/50

Sian. But i guess i should be contented. Then the overall marks for Physics came back today also. Both Bing Xiang and me had around a percentage of 42.6 or 42.7. Very close la, so we need around 30% more from Promos to get our As. Chiong arrrrrr!!

Anyway, i'm making up this time table to slot in times to shoot the various CCAs because i gotta compile and make into a teacher's day video. Its abit rush and packed also because most of the CCAs are on wednesday which is like tomorrow. Plus, my juniors keep asking me when we wanna go out and spend that 1000bucks ishop voucher.

And to the rest of the guys, i still dunno what to do with the swensen's voucher yet. HAHAHA. Dont worry i will find some way for us to share one. Still got some other CCAs to call so i better be going.

Ah...and i forgot about the NDP photos. My terrapin's sick and i need feed it its medicine.

That's about it for today.

Leader's Camp

2007-08-20T05:01:00.000-07:00

Westzone Superstar was a great success, and the next day right after that was the leaders camp. Honestly i really didn't feel like going to the camp because i was really damn tired la. Reached home at 11 plus that night and had to wake up at 6.45 just to be able to reach on time.

Anyway, I did go to the camp, and i won't regret much la. Was quite fun! Plus she was in my LG. When we first started out playing the games, most of us were quite stone la, since we didn't really know each other like that. But a few games on the guys warmed up and the games got really fun after that man. We also got so bored that we kept on saying "we want food, we want food!" together! Damn funny. Anyway, it was lucky that bryan and clement and wen yao were around if not the camp wouldn't have been so fun luh. Lunch dinner and breakfast were the times when chatted together and tok cock sing song say jokes etc etc.

Speaking of breakfast, we had quite some break time so we went up to EG to play CS for 15mins. Hahaha...first time i play there sia. Not bad luh.

So yea, i read her blog. I have no idea who she's talking about.

Don't really have any mood to blog already. Yea quite sad, don't really have any mood for anything else also. Very tired as well. Need to do my PW.

Late nights

2007-08-14T05:43:00.000-07:00

Quite pek chek. Thought i had finally finished editing the video for Soe Min's AC GAMES but seems like his teacher thinks otherwise. Oh well.

Anyway, as a result i didn't get to take my nap yesterday. You see i usually take naps so i can last till about 1 or 2am. Well so i edited until about 12 or so, then saw her online so went to talk to her luh. Then after that around 1 plus like that chatted on phone till 3.30am like that.

Yea i know you're just complaining but don't just keep taking all that shit ya. So thats that, went to school super groggy and dizzy but managed to pull through. Didn't regret staying up late tho. Bing Xiang's saying that Red Bull doesn't work for me anymore already...ahahaha...

Westzone Superstar Rehearsals tmr! Looking forward to it. Now i gotta go print out our crew tags...

and ya don't stay up too late since tmr is *cough cough* cca day. feel hot then earlier go and sleep in your mum room first loh.

I gotta score 81 in my promos in order to get an overall A. =(

About waiting

2007-08-12T07:41:00.000-07:00

我明白天底下无不散之筵席,

终有一天，我会离开，

我不会永远存在于某个人的世界，也不可能会.

我不想走的那天我会伤心，

我会难过，

所以不愿意投入太多的感情，

但是感情的投入是不由得我控制的.

Test

2007-08-11T04:45:00.000-07:00

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Type 4	Sensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Type 5	Detachment	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	33%
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Type 7	Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
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Pokenmon

2007-08-11T02:50:00.000-07:00

This is insanely funny. NDP photos coming up.

ndp shiok man

2007-08-10T11:56:00.000-07:00

Was at the NDP live ystd! wah damn shiok can. There are photos but they're with my sister, so ya, will have to wait before i can post them. Other than that, im damn HAPPY CAN.

Wednesday we celebrated national day in school so we had different events in 3 seperate areas. Jeslyn and Wen Yao were doing the grandstand while I was hall ic and weilun lt5 ic. So anyway, missed out on the field ongoings cos i had to go to the hall to set up the system and all that. Then i realised that i lacked of manpower luh.

Wen jie was in the sound room, while i was at the back of the hall, so technically no1 backstage to coordinate the emcees and singers. Luckily Bing Xiang came by la. So ya.

Best part was when the annouced BIKILA won the video competition. WAH DAMN HAPPY LOR. Spent 4-5 hours tru the night to finish editing. Really have to thank those guys from my class man, John, Bing Xiang, Timothy, Loon Yuan and the others that helped out like Helmi and Azhari and Pearlyn.

Anyway.

I was just about the sms BX to go and recieve the prize on our behalf, when the annouced it. Jialat i was at the back of the hall lor. Kena pushed to the front to take the prize. But not bad, 100 Swensens voucher!

After that, i went to get my O lvl cert. (Finally) Then later on went to ACS(i) for prize presentation for the 24hours video competition that i entered with my juniors from fuhua.

Guess what man we won BEST EDITING AND BEST FILM! SHIOK! The best editing one won us each a ticket to catch a movie at Cineleisure and the best film won us $200 Ishop voucher each! Damn happy can. One day win so many awards. hahah

Yulun and Jia Xin

Jia Xin and Wai Seng
Me and Jia Xin

Shiok!

So was very happy and tired cos after that i went to queensway to check up on my AVAC jacket. turns out that they couldn't use our design cos they don't have our font. And they will need 3-4weeks to complete. Jialat mens.

Then i went home and took a nap. Too tired. So woke up already damn excited so i wanted to call someone so immediately i called her up. Wanted to share the good news. But then she was watching television so i thought i'll call her later. Called back at 9 but asked me to call back at 9.30 like that. So ok la, i called at 9.40 in case she hasn't finished settling her things. But i think by that time she went to bathe already or something like that. No one reply one. Only managed to sms her ystd. Didn't get much of a reply after that also.

Wow im blogging quite alot aren't I?

Just finished watching Just Follow Law DVD. Was quite funny, esp when Fann Wong scolded nabei. Priceless man.

And ya, don't be sad Ruoting. Take care!

Oksleepbye.

Fail ka lao sai

2007-08-07T07:53:00.001-07:00

maths fail ka lao sai.

sian.

common tests?

2007-08-01T08:28:00.000-07:00

wah didn't realise that i almost forgot about my blog.

haah. well i had the common tests so didn't really come online luh. only came online today because there's NO PAPER TMR!!! shiok. but have to chiong phyics tmr since i still have physics on friday. Right after that, i'll have to chiong for 24hr video competition. Got not much information on what its about anyway. Also, i have to find a supplier for my AVAC jacket! Jialat mens my sec sch tcher can't find the namecard for her supplier. Ying Quan's supplier only has black and orange design. I need one thats all black.

Oh well.

Let's talk about the papers instead.

GP: Let's talk all about loneliness
Maths: Knn 3rd question only suddenly feel like doing to toilet
Econs: gg.
Chemistry: Need to go toilet again for P1. P2? still ok lor, just that chem equilibrium part gg liao.
Physics: This friday!

Already took chinese some time ago le.

Well since today was quite free, i went over to paul's place to chiong mahjoong. hahaha.
Wah i tell you, i start off only already 5 tai qing yi se tong zhi and that stupid kah kin fire canon one. BUT, after that kept on losing for the next 3 hours -____-

Okay, so i had quite alot of fun today since i was able to catch up with old friends and the such.
Other than that, i gotta start studying le.

OKsleepbye.

Finally catching up

2007-07-18T05:18:00.000-07:00

Hoho. Finally feel like im catching up with all my homework and stuff. Well at least it feels like it luh. But then i kena detention for chinese. Hahahaha.. Bo bian la i haven't handed in those chinese worksheets.

But then today was ok luh. Had avac but had to go off to the scholars' talk at LN for about 3 hours or so. Buay tahan man.... after that i went back to avac and decided to test the guys on the names of some of the cables. As expected la alot of them dunno. So it was a good chance to teach them the names and stuff. Easier for communication next time.

Anyway, i realised that im getting more and more tired each day. If i stay back after school to do my homework, once i reach home i'll be tired like hell and end up falling asleep.

Which is why i haven't handed in my EOM yet. Shiet.

Oh well. Chiong lor, what else. But ok la, at least she doesn't seem too stressed out.

There's nothing much else i guess...oh ya...still need to do econs video for cheryl...sian..

okhomeworkbye.

24

2007-07-16T06:58:00.000-07:00

Was doing filming during Olympic Dream from sat 6pm to sun 6pm. burnt out man. plus i think they didn't have enough lunch boxes. quite some people didn't get any lunch.
Go down support her mah.

i keep trying even though it's probably just one sided.
but im not tired.

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

ok homeworkbye.

BUSY.

2007-07-01T00:13:00.001-07:00

busy busy busy. Still got lots of homework undone(i think got quite some holiday homework in there as well....)

Anyway. Top piorities are studies, PW, temasek video, econs video and homework. Yeah i realised i placed homework last. Jialat.

Yesterday was damn tiring la. We started filming for temasek video from 8am................to 9pm and were chased off by the attendant.

Really don't know which one i should do first.

Jenmey & Detective Sunglasses

Housefly sunglasses.

Damn.

2007-06-17T01:02:00.000-07:00

Bai lao shi called me to up tell me that my chinese file haven't hand in yet. LOL

Die.

Anyway, will have to chiong alot of things today before tmr's lectures. Plus tmr there is chem tutorial again. So that means i have to finish my revison homework for chem.

Damn.

PO PO birthday.

2007-06-15T01:19:00.000-07:00

Yes, yes, it was my grandmother's birthday yesterday.

I was asking around what i should get for her since its her bd and all cos i dunno what to get luh.
Then ruoting suggested that i give her a golden pig or something along those lines. Very funny.

Ended up getting roses for her luh. Haha. Her ang moh name is ROSE can? Damn hip. Then i realised my dad's ang moh name is Sunny. -____-

Anyway. You would expect we go to some restaurant or something fancy right? NO....siao siao we celebrated with pizzas and KFC ok! My grandma damn stylo one ok.

Also, my uncle is damn funny.
What else. It also seems like we're not so different from our uncles and aunties afterall you know. We were bluetoothing each other those funny funny ringtones and stuff. Mai siao siao okay.

Guess thats all.
Ok?

No problem.

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2007-06-12T10:13:00.001-07:00

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Cousins Stayover

2007-06-12T07:23:00.000-07:00

Last friday, my cousins nicholas and alicia came over to stay over at my place. They're like close cousins to me because we used to play with each other alot when we were much younger. Got photographic evidence in my room!

Anyway.
My sister goes over to her bf's place during the weekends so they decided to come over cos they can sleep in her room. But you know, after spending about 2 days here, they kinda extended their stay. So my sister came back and we ended up ALL sleeping in my mum's room.

Kinda complicated huh.

Well my mum's room's air con somehow doesn't really make the room cold. So my dad took over my room and i got stuck in the hot room. Walau i tell you i slept at 11, but woke up EVERY HOUR until around 3am. Bth so went to sleep in the living room.

At least got good dream la. Haah.

Also, i catched Ocean's Thirteen yesterday night at jp

What can i say. Still funny as ever. Probably not as smart as the previous ones, but the Oprah part was damn funny. Hilarious.

Okay, nothing much actually. I'll be doing my PW survey tmr, gonna have to ask those parents and stuff so its alot harder to do. Oh well. Go school earlier to do homework as well. Cheers.